Trial Run :)

HEY!!! I'm Dragoness. :) I'm starting this new blog because 1) I can meet new people and 2) It might be able to give me a better creative flow so I can write me story. Maybe this blogging thing can help me miraculously get my sleeping schedule straight because right now it's around 3:10 in the morning XD College is coming up in a couple of weeks too! Anyways, I don't know what I'm really suppose to say on a blog. I don't know if I'm suppose to be informative, or talkative, or just write whatever the crap I want on here. Either way, I really hope this has some truly positive affects on me. :) With college coming up...I really need a lot of positive things. It may be a brand new start, but I don't want to possibly lose something...well yeah it's a someone... who I hold so dear to. When college starts, my boyfriend, who will be a senior in high school this upcoming year, says he wants to take a break. :( I get his reasoning....and yes he is doing it for me..because he says that he wants me to have some freedom to do things that he thinks that I might not do because I'm in a relationship with him..or in a highly doubtful possibility....find someone else but in any case this boyfriend is the first person I could ever really trust with my entire heart. I could tell him everything and not be afraid. I know he loves me a lot and all..but I still have that feeling that I will lose him...Right now we have been dating for a year and 10 months....I'm trying to think positively on this one and I do know that if it were meant to be then we would end up together in the end...I think it's the if part that is getting to me -sigh-

Anyways..lets get on a more uplifting idea. I love anime!!! That's always uplifting :) My friends and I have this group called the Nerd Herd (reason why I'm called Dragoness...but they mainly call me Dragon)...and most of us read anime books. One of my best friends, who is named Fairie on the Nerd Herd, supplies and finds us the books. It's crazy!!! Fairie has over 200 anime comics from freshman to senior year!!! Craziness!!!! One of my other best friends is called Evil Overlord. Evil is a writer just like me! Evil creates many stories and they are awesome!!! The three of us are basically the head of the group because we are the ones who always end up inviting people or are getting people hooked to us in one way or another. Like my boyfriend...he is named a Minotaur!! I don't know if this blog is being too long....it's my first time...so I guess I can get a pass on this one right? XD