Knew it wasn't going to be smooth sailing...but I was hopeful -sigh-

 Which doesn't feel like much....

Today started out great. Besides the face that I didn't sleep at all until 4pm XD I made breakfast for my brother before he went to work, and I went with my friends to the mall and got some neat stuff like books and jewelry. We ate at a new place that I now absolutely love!! Everything was going great! Until the ride home....I was crashing so bad for already being up more than 24 hours. So I really couldn't do much anything when my friends wanted to try out a new game. So when they saw that, they decided to come back later after I had a nice nap. (Nice of them right?) Well I wake up 3 hours later only to bombarded by my family with all these out of nowhere expectations and demands! I'm going to blow up! I wake up, and what do I get? Harp, harp, harp....even about my answers to my friends if I didn't want to do something....I was being harped on because I didn't want to go with them to Steak &Shake even with the reasoning that I didn't trust the person who was driving since I rode with that person before!.....and I even told my mom why I was grumpy (all the freakin harping!) -_-' I keep forgetting that if I have one problem with them...then hell freezes over, but if they have a problem with something or me..then it's perfectly normal...Gah!! I'm sorry :( I'm complaining when I was hoping I wouldn't, but I confined myself to my room so I wouldn't do or say anything that would make things worse -sigh-
I feel like I'm trapped in a tornado..thoughts, memories, and emotions are the leaves, dirt, and the wind. I'm in the middle surrounded by the chaos. Never moving forward, only in circles. (Happy with the fact I came with this saying, but it's sad that I do feel that way)....maybe I just need a dramatic change...one of other best friend, Vampire/Lycan Spawn, come home from vacation. I miss Spawn. Maybe I have just been hanging out with Fairie and Evil too much that I definitely need a variety of peoples to hang with.....hmm....I don't know -shrug- oh well :) Tomorrow will be a new day, and all I can do is my best....I just have to keep that in my mindset XD Hope I didn't depress or annoy any of you today...I really needed to get it out....Thank you if you read it anyways :) Have a great day!!