Please let me be reminded of the memories that were filled with joy, and let me be prepared with all the material necessities for college. The house I currently live in...isn't a home. Yes, there are joyful times that can be accounted for, but mostly it's a reminder of all the wrong I have done and even not have done but still get blamed for. -sigh- Provide my mother with the support to handle such people I call my siblings....mainly the little one for when I'm off to college. (even though she is 16 -_-') May my sister learn to know maturity and caring so she won't be always so self-absorbed. I do have joys with my sister, but when it comes in times of trying to have fun with friends...she must always be center of attention and try to make her family 1) look like the bad guys or 2) make them seem like they could be stupider than her. I pray she will find that maturity level soon because if she continues..I fear she will make a lot more mistakes than she already has. Let this child realize that a lot of people wish to help her when she only returns that care with spite. Yes, I know out father screwed us up....he screwed all of us up, but we older ones have learned to find better ways to cope with the damage. Bless her heart, Lord. Let her know she won't go far by not changing her attitude. May she be have "the path involves respect for all small and subtle things [, and] learn to recognize the right moment to strike the necessary attitudes"(Manual of the Warrior of Light).As I tried to help her on something that I know so much more about than her (video games), which was in front of people (bad idea), she snapped at me acting like she knew everything and I was the one who knew nothing...and she still refused to try something different to fix the problem...only to make her continue to cuss like crazy at the game. -sigh- but oh well.
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