Secrets

What I use to be so good at for the longest time...and now...well...keeping them is becoming harder then ever...darn secrets. Some secrets are easier to keep then others. My sorority secrets are easy to keep that's for sure, but the most current secret is extremely hard to keep right now. Promised not to tell, but it involves me. I already let it slip twice. I couldn't contain myself. First I tell a friend who just happen to be there, then I tell Mum. There were some other reason's for tell my telling Mum, but still it wasn't even a couple of hours and I was already telling people. I think it was because it involved me a great deal and I was bursting open to tell people.

That says it all. I have been trying to live up to that more and more each day. It gets a little easier when certain things you are trying to make happen are things you are fighting to keep, fighting to have, or just plain fighting for. Some things get harder to make happen when you fear the consequences of what you try to make happen. It is all so crazy. Risk is definitely on top of the list when going out and trying to make things happen. I agree with not waiting, but what if you need to wait in order to make those things happen...more or less the way that you hope they will turn out. It could make a person go crazy if you think about it too long. That, in turn, will make you wait either way.

...and that is definitely something to live by...not only has that kind of thing happened to me once...it has happened twice now....oh wait..it has actually happened a whole lot more then that!! It leaves me to be so excited. I just know there are more to come too. :)

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YOU CAN'T TELL ANYONE!!! ;)